CAWD-621 Adultery, Jealousy, Restlessness... I Want to Hold My Wife Again. Three Years Without Sex Rekindled Our Marriage — We Had Raw, Unprotected Sex Again and Again Like When We First Dated — Mayuki Ito

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"I want a child..." Even between married couples, an offhand remark can become a heavy burden. We've been married five years, but we haven't had sex for about three years. When Mayuki said she wanted a child, I took it hard — we were still newly married and I'm not fully established at work; I worried whether we could raise a child properly in this situation. Even though she repeatedly approached me wanting to be intimate, I kept refusing. Lately I thought she had stopped trying, and then I saw Mayuki's phone screen... it was messages with the man she was cheating with. I had grown complacent in the relationship of 'husband and wife,' assumed she understood me, and neglected things — and this is the result. It's my fault. I made her feel lonely. What Mayuki wanted wasn't a child so much as love and warmth from me. Without realizing it, I had pushed her away for three years. Anger, regret, and shame overwhelmed me. I love Mayuki... I don't want to lose her... I won't let another man take her!! After learning about my wife's affair, I changed. I started making breakfast, asking her out on dates, we talked and laughed a lot for the first time in a long while, I apologized for my past rudeness and spoke honestly about how I felt. "I want to have sex with Mayuki again." Sex after three years was — nervous, heart-pounding, arousing... the atmosphere felt like the first time. Mayuki really is the best. I'm nothing without her...