SIRO-1234 Amateur AV Trial Shoot 447

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○ month × day, the weather is rain. My mood feels kind of drizzly too. Finally this day has come... Why am I doing such an adventure?? Lately I’ve been frustrated by a lack of excitement both at work and in my private life. I’m in my second year at this job and I’m not doing anything remarkable. A senior woman told me, “The most important job of female employees is to brighten the workplace atmosphere,” but that’s hardly fulfilling. By the second year the pampering atmosphere fades, I guess. Well, that’s probably influenced by the fact that I have a boyfriend at work. We’ve been dating for about eight months, so he’s the second-longest I’ve been with, so far. He’s a kind person who looked out for me when I was anxious at the new workplace. I didn’t have a boyfriend at the time either, and I fell for him easily. But—he’s maybe too kind? He doesn’t have that slightly pushy, masculine edge or possessiveness, so I’ve been feeling a bit unsatisfied lately... It’s not that I want to break up. Feeling sort of frustrated like that, after going out drinking with my best friend on the way home a sketchy scout approached us. I was drunk and chatted along on a whim, and before I knew it I ended up appearing in an AV. Looking back it’s a silly reason and makes me laugh, but I don’t dislike sex, and as long as my boyfriend doesn’t find out it should be fine, right? He doesn’t seem interested in AV anyway... Ah—I’m so nervous!! I might not have been this nervous since the first time I showed my body to my first boyfriend. There’s still time, but I’m fidgety and writing this. People who’ve had sex with me have said things like, “Your breasts are soft and feel good! I want to keep groping them!” I’ve heard they don’t do anything too strange, so surely nothing dangerous will happen. Sigh—time to take a deep breath and go. ―――Excerpted from Kojima Risa’s diary (partly without permission)