SIRO-1470 Amateur AV Experience Shoot 541

About this work

I was walking around feeling pretty relaxed when guys who could sense that sometimes call out to me. “Hey, free now?” “Alone? Want to grab a bite?” “Let’s go to karaoke together!” If I get a good vibe and it doesn’t seem dangerous or bad, I say OK. I don’t expect to start a lifelong relationship with someone who picks people up like that — if the moment is fun, that’s enough. Whether it’s light small talk or a serious, honest conversation you can only have with someone whose background you don’t really know, there’s a kind of communication that’s unique to those moments. Sometimes it even turns into sex. It’s a pleasant kind of communication. I remember one flashy guy who suddenly became kind of masochistic (M) once sex started. Until then he’d been all rough and confident, so I was surprised by the sudden change. I’m an M myself and I’m usually passive during sex, so I didn’t know what to do and got flustered. I usually go out intending it to be just for that day, so I don’t have many memorable episodes, but today’s pickup was different — I’ll probably remember it. It felt more like a solicitation than a pickup at first, so I wondered if he might be dangerous. He did give a sincere self-introduction, though, and I was a bit short on money after partying too much over the summer, so I figured it could be interesting and went along to a hotel. Being filmed the whole time by a camera — and by someone I’d just met — was nerve-wracking and made me laugh, but he told me I didn’t have to try to act like an actress or be extra sexy, and that being my usual self was fine, which put me at ease. I enjoyed myself in my usual slightly laid-back way.