About this work
The woman who steeled herself to appear in this AV is Tsubasa, who works in medical administration. She has black hair, a gentle aura, and a clean, wholesome presence. Thanks to her parents' connections she was able to get a job without difficulty despite the current employment ice age. She is currently working as a trainee, living an ordinary life with a five-day workweek. Beyond helping her get employed, her parents have always wanted to take care of her in various ways. There’s no end to stories from her student days. To support her employment they arranged a safe place for her to live alone, provided the funds, arranged a car — a life of ease that can be called the privilege of an only daughter. She has been walking honestly along the track her parents built for her. If she stays quiet and follows it, her parents watch over her with unreserved happiness. Under their gaze she has lived as the perfect only daughter. But that didn’t mean it was without pain for her. She wanted to do the same things as girls her age. She wanted to try more刺激—more excitement. Gradually, from her student days, her feelings and actions, warped by the overwhelming love given by her parents, began to loosen. She started sneaking out at night and going to clubs in a friend’s car. She forced herself to drink alcohol she had never tasted. Carried away by drunken impulse, she spent a night with a foreigner she met at a club and lost her virginity. That foreigner even tattooed her shoulder. As she became a club regular, she began to know most of the dangerous people there. Amid sweet-smelling smoke, garish lights and deafening noise she drank, danced, and, on impulse with men who approached her, had sex. In a car, in a club bathroom, in the room of a man she’d just met — the location didn’t matter. Oftentimes she’d wake up to find three or four men sleeping naked nearby. Still, that stimulation was a time when she could release her desires. At last she felt she was living for herself. Then her parents brought up an omiai — an arranged marriage meeting. The prospective man was a 32-year-old salesman at an IT company: an elite type promised promotion and transfer to an overseas branch. He also worked under her father at his company. The proposal was presented as if it were for her own good — ‘we’re arranging this because we care about you’ — with no room to hear her wishes or opinions. If she were labeled unfilial or ungrateful, so be it. If this goes through, she thought, she will never be able to free herself again. That’s why she resolved to appear in this AV. We decided to film after work before her parents came to her apartment to talk about the matchmaking. Please watch this record of Tsubasa, tense perhaps because of the guilt, gradually falling into lewdness.