About this work
She lost her virginity when she was 14. It was with a 28-year-old man she met on a hookup site she used to kill time on. At first she never intended to meet him, but after exchanging photos he turned out to be her type. He seemed to like her too and invited her to meet. They decided to talk on the phone first. At first it was trivial chat about hobbies and such, and then naturally the conversation turned to meeting up.
He teased her in messages, “I might take you to a hotel,” but she wasn’t entirely opposed. She thought she might be willing to give him her virginity. “...I’ve never done it,” she replied. His response was a curt “Oh, really—”, but what he truly thought was unclear.
A few days later they met in Shinjuku. After arriving at the meeting spot and calling to find each other, she spotted him running up with a smile. His face wasn’t quite her type, but she was starting to like him for who he was, so it wasn’t a big issue. “It’s raining and it’s late — let’s go to a hotel and talk,” he suggested. When she hesitated he added, “If you don’t like it, you can leave anytime,” giving her one more push. She agreed.
They went into a hotel and talked, but she, who had never even kissed before, kept an awkward distance. He aggressively got closer and kissed her. Taken by surprise, she tried to resist but not fully, and he seemed to understand that and didn’t stop. He led her to the bath. She tried to resist but he dragged her along.
She protested tearfully, “Let’s do it next time~,” but he said, “Hurry up and come in,” and shut the door. A few minutes later, while she was drying her hair, he forced her onto the bed and suddenly reached for her down there. It was so sudden that she resisted fiercely.
Seeing him get angry that “we won’t be able to do it like this,” she reluctantly touched herself. She hadn’t realized until she did, but she was very wet — wetter than she’d ever been. Seeing that, he tried to force himself in. She cried, “It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, I absolutely can’t!” He seemed to give up for a moment, but then he began fingering her. It was better than before but still a bit painful. Before she knew it, she was exhausted and fell asleep.
The next morning, when she woke up, he attacked her again. Startled and thinking, “No way,” he forcibly entered from behind. He shouted, “Hold it!” and moved through positions — side-entry, from behind while she was lying down, then missionary — until he ejaculated. That’s how her virginity was taken.
They continued to have sex many times afterwards as friends-with-benefits. Eleven years later, having gone through many experiences and grown tougher, she is the woman we show today.