CAWD-706 Even If I Get a Kind, Stable Boyfriend... In the End I Want to Be Toyed With by Scumbags Who Treat Me Like an Object or an Onahole — 伊藤舞雪

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Not everyone wants to be treated gently. Being handled roughly suits me just fine. They say it's the right age to get married... My friends are getting married one after another. I guess I should settle down too... Until now I've only dated scumbag men. I was toyed with and went through awful experiences. I felt a certain emptiness. For the first time in my life I had an ordinary boyfriend who was kind, serious, and devoted. He was supposed to be the stable boyfriend I'd always wanted. But when I actually dated a normal guy, there was no excitement and it felt unsatisfying... somehow uncomfortable... I couldn't be my true self... I tried desperately to tell myself this was fine. But I couldn't. I was called out by my cheating ex; I could have refused, but I went. Maybe somewhere I was hoping to be held. His purpose was my body... even though I knew it, I couldn't refuse... No, stop... contrary to my words, I found myself getting turned on. His older brother was a born playboy, experienced with women. While his younger brother was sleeping, he made a move on me. How could brothers be so different in personality and in how they treat women... I reveled in this situation that mustn't be discovered. In the end, when my affair with the older brother was found out and I was dumped, I also got involved with a promiscuous colleague who hit on me at work. Secretly forced to give him a blowjob at an izakaya, having a 3P in the office late at night... Being treated like an object, like an onahole, handled roughly—that's just right for me.