DETK-003 Drowning Woman: Elderly Care Is the Taste of Honey 祈山愛

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I am drowning, bound by pleasure, sinking deeper and deeper. Ai, a caregiver who returned to work because her husband lost his job. But the old man she was assigned was a disturbed personality that many helpers couldn't stay with. Ai has hot porridge thrown over her body and urine from a bedpan poured over her head. Even worse, during bathing she is forced to stroke his penis, and if he dislikes her he drowns her head-first in the bathtub. Yet the old man, who repeatedly suffers heart attacks, has little time left. Stared at with animalistic eyes, Ai masturbates completely naked. Called out in the middle of the night, she ends up having sex as if being raped. Her ordinary life goes insane. “If I only had one year left to live, even if it became one week, I want to hold you.” “I wanted someone to desire me as if their life depended on it; I wanted to be truly loved all along.”